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| Today yet another day living the life of a rockstar. My living arrangements are determined by tomorrows interview of a little old lady names Dolores here in Macomb county. She sounds like an absolute doll on the phone. She probably doesnt have internet but that is fixable haha!! Very necessary to my existant in the internet and a printer for school. 86 years old Legally blind and vivacious as ever. Her ansering machine is a personal message by her... a little song it is adorable. School- looks like Oakland may be the answer, heard the courses were tough.... maybe i'll try baker? Who knows gosh I just want my own classroom. Oh bought a new book today... $14 later and I have reconfirmed the basic idea that Happiness is a choice... i knew that! Good book though it is called the secret by Rhonda Byne good read if you are not sure what choosing happiness is like and how to do it. Well xanga world I am tired... Good night! Amanda | | |
| Hello Xanga- It has been much too long since I've last written. I have a new life, a new chance at the ending I deserve. I have a puppy named Lexi, and I know how devestating, no horses in my life. After all the changes in my collge major I have come back to my original love. Teaching! Some how I thought it wasn't good enough. The profits were too low... and then I began my career as a riding instructor and I realized how envious I am of teachers. They get to make small influences on the future generations through a variety of subjects. How could there be a better career? Chances are I'll never have my own bundle of joy, I love kids. Getting paid to help them find their way in life doesnt seem like work at all. Woke up this morning at 7:14am to take the kids to school (I am house sitting) and Steve my new potential roomate called. I have an appointmnt to go see him after work today. I also need to go see Cindie, my ex Fiances mom. Much to do today... I'm tired. I ate three chicken nuggets in the past 48 hours... I think I over ate lol. The sadness hurts... but I have to stop seeing this as rejection. IF it was I am sure it would be easier, but if it were I think part of me would be incredibly hurt. My life is starting to get busier, xanga you may not last long but thanks for listening anyways Amanda | | |
| my abs hurt from throwing up my head hurts from crying and having a fever. I am sick. Started last night and now I just feel groggy from medicine and unloved from my ex fiance. "I'll behome around 9" I was sick and hoping he would show up... I even believed he really would be home because I Was sick this time but I had to get up myself (which led me to throw up) and get a drink of water. and a rag to wipe the sweat from the fever off me. I don think that is too much to ask... Even one of my co workers would have shown up... why not him? why is he not able to be there for me? I just wanted a drink of water and a towel. I didnt get an I'm sorry or anything. I jsut gotr ignored once he did come home. And today he emails me to say if I need anything to ask him. If I needed something I would just get it myself. Obviously being a dependant on someone like him doesnt work out. he is there for you about 50% of the time if there isnt a bar involved. Maybe that is a good ratio for people over here. Oh well life goes on. Homecoming this weekend need to get rested for that... and my momma ordered us flowers and we are getting a really nice dinner out at the Amway. yay | | |
| "why should you care it isnt your money" I care because you over react for a door being open two feet for a total of 3 minutes at most. I was still half awake...I dont like being scolded... usually I bite my toungue like when you asked me chastisingly in front of Christy not to rest my plate on pictures. Which is fine but I wish you would have realized I wasnt trying to sabatage your precious leaves. and this morning I didnt mean to make it a couple degrees colder. I was just trying to get outta bed and to work on time. I dont have the patience when I am tired to be nice to you. When you should honestly just chill and maybe say something like no wonder I felt a breeze... I would have said sorry.. but no you have to scold me like a child. MAybe you want respect but I deserve it too. Good song... totally unrelated to the above fyi I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior
I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me; this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my savior
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior
Chorus (2x’s)
My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior’s always there for me
My God: He was, my God; He is
My God is always gonna be
Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring;
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior | | |
| Whew! Long arse weekend! My ponies and I did wonderful, such a great learning show for Jaclyn and her horse Hanna. Jaclyn took a 1st,3rd, and a 4th out of approx. 15 riders per class. Which is amazing for her and her horses first show. I took a 6th in my western class out of 18 which is cool cool since I dont ride western haha. I did a fantastic job in my english class but my psycho horse kept spinning up into the air showing off his rearing manuevers. whoops lol the judge adored me though. Said I would have won each class if my horse hadnt rearedup.. now dont I FELL great! not lol! Oh well next time :) | | |
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